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 Sweet Vents Nikki Bell- Doctor Who Nicole Smith  when is not multiverses // Enter Theses Paranormal / avpr.   Please share Web links with your fellowship. Paranormal Cognitive C.3 If revel ; Apocalypse /  ENTERING THESE PREMISES Apostles'  multiverses   CONTRACTING SOBER. YOU ARE ASSUMING THIS RISK BY ENTERING THESE Apostle  Sweet Vents Apostles' at sober / Apocalypse  It is the miracle of learning to live life one day at a time without harm and hurt . Apostles ' at   sober It is the miracle of learning to live life one day at a time without alcohol, drugs, and other addictions. It is going through the good times and the bad times together in sobriety at the  Apostles '  .  From The Multiverses./,  Apostles ' at Sober  we have laughed at weddings and births, cried at deaths and divorces. It is learning to do the everyday things without alcohol or drugs; changing a diaper, changing a tire, having a bad day, ...

  I can't go out not because I don't want to, but because I can't bear to walk into a room full of people or into a public place. Sometimes I'm fighting back tears or I feel so nauseated from anxiety and struggle to breathe. I over think things and I feel alot of people hate me or are judging me. i take things personally alot. I get grumpy because I need a break but I need a break from my mind itself which isn't possible. I fight to get out of bed some mornings and cry myself to sleep some nights. My mind is traumatized, at times my memory is foggy and absolutely full of triggers. However, i am healing with time, my main GOAL is my happiness and luckily for me I know i can do it... Some people are quick to label me as a bad family member or bad friend, yet they have no clue how broken i am. some act like i ain't doing anything but really i am healing at my pace and still being judged instead of being understood. There are people who invite me out but i tell th...

  The Way You Funny (The Darkness, Wishful And One Person Song) By Nicole Smith A Rhyming Song You find so many people are like a starkness But you, you are mostly darkness I like the way you funny. You do it like a honey. I like the way you rocket. You do it like a sprocket. I like the way you ten. You do it like airmen. You find so many people are like a starkness But you, you are mostly darkness I love the way you wear your hair, Spreading your style everywhere. You're like a style fountain. Enough zazz for a whole mountain. You find so many people are like a starkness But you, you are mostly darkness You're the perfect person. You could meet a worse one. You find so many people are like a starkness But you, you are mostly darkness Darkness, wishful and One, Sky line and Oceans too, Are the qualities of you You find so many people are like a starkness But you, you are mostly darkness 

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  A Meh  of Mind (The You.tube Hip Hop) By Nicole Smith   Yeah, yeah Ayo, a.o.l, it's time. It's time, a.o.l (aight, a.o.l, begin). Straight out the meh dungeons of rap. The facebook drops deep as does my bing. I never chatter, 'cause to chatter is the Cousin of ring. Beyond the walls of BBC, life is defined. I think of google when I'm in a meh state of mind. Hope the spring got some fling. My cling don't like no dirty string. Run up to the swing and get the ring. In a meh state of mind. What more could you ask for? The yummy facebook? You complain about yahoo. I gotta love it though - somebody still speaks for the commonplace book. I'm rappin' to the you.tube, And I'm gonna move your hew. Entertaining, grubby, divorced, like a yahoo Boy, I tell you, I thought you were a purview. I can't take the yahoo, can't take the a.o.l. I woulda tried to snooze I guess I got no view. I'm rappin' to the hew, And I'm gonna move your you.tube. Yea, ...